Some days, most days, ok, nearly every night, I have trouble sleeping.
I don’t try to worry or stress or anything like that but my head just won’t stop its natter.
Ok please be aware I do not have voices like that I just mean my head kicks in. I enter this awake but not quite fully state where I write entire songs, lyrics, drums, guitar everything…it’s all there in my head but pooof it’s gone when I wake up…no time to find a pen or Dictaphone. The same happens with stories, I am always writing stories in my head – whilst I am out walking, trying to sleep……..it’s relentless….but in a really fun creative way – I just wish I could be as good when I am awake.
The only thing with this is that sometimes you can have the most vivid dreams – so real you are not sure if they happened. Did that person really say that to you? Did you really just win a ride on a unicorn? Is your house really now up in the clouds?
Waking up can sometimes end up disappointing as I go to reach for the lovely new dresses I think I have but alas they are not there. I reach for a mirror to check out my lovely clear sparkling skin and glossy hair but alas just little old me looks back, complete with bed head. I go outside thinking that ok maybe the unicorn won’t be there, but surely the pumpkin coach will be, I can’t have dreamt up both, can I! Or can I?
But imagine waking up in this bed every day – you couldn’t be sad could you!
(OK there is a slim chance you will dream about being eaten alive but at least it’s a rainbow doing the damage!)
All of these pictures make up my dream place. You’d have my dream bedroom, dream lounge, dream kitchen, dream lighting and even my dream chair, not to mention the perfect mode of transport and the best curtain I’ve ever seen! Now to find someone who will build/buy all of those things just for little old me.